Home 'Sweet' Home

Its so frustrating how the world around you works. People say they care and your the most important thing to them. However, you know that deep down although it may be true the money is always the most important thing. Arguments that revolve around the "green stuff" is too frequent. Kids left to fend for themselves for days at a time. The silence that echos off the walls of what is so called "home." You always get angry and always complain of things that revolve around the issue of your financial standings. It frustrates me for all you ever use it for is your family back home. You need to understand that you have a life of your own now too. You have kids and they have needs that you have the responsibility of providing for. I couldn't stand your irrational ways anymore I had to finally lash out. You give without being asked and the ones that you should be responsible for, you totally disregard. You make a scene and get all teary-eyed in public. You continue your drama in the privacy of your own home. I was asked to apologize for my stupid remarks, but honestly I don't feel the need to. I feel I was right in my thoughts and beliefs and saying sorry just to make you feel better without sincerity is not the way to go. You need to learn that your ways are driving this family apart. It may be true that times that responsibility falls onto someone else's shoulders you tend to create the drama. As for myself, I'm sick of it all. I stick around to make sure that my siblings are doing okay and stand up for them when the time comes. If it were my choice I would've rather suffer trying to support myself then stick around all this drama and chaos. Its unfair to be in a place where it creates and environment in which you feel hostile and miserable all the time...